And i'm still to get an idea. it's getting clearer.

Anyway, cheated momma about my results today & she fell for it. HAHAHAHA. Then she promised me to get a dog. Nothing to do with my results. She's impressed at how much bear loves me. Bear was so ridiculously cute today when i just went over and whispered his name, and he just rolled over putting his paws in the air. Feeling happy today.


My lifelong dream is coming true. Already jinxing it by blogging 'bout it, but i trust my momma not to disappoint/ bluff me.

Gonna start thinking of pet names now. Hmmm. If it's a girl, maybe Hope? Sounds so cute. But then it'll be like hopieeeee. Which is weird. Momma wants to get a golden retrieve which i dont minddddddddddddddddd. :D Luv big and small dogs. But small dogs i can carry. Big dogs i can't even move them :(


Had a really long talk w SY last night, about some stuff. And boy, you really do pissed me off. Wasn't big on talking to you today, but i felt bad for not. After all, you did helped us alot. I just didnt like the way you handled yourself and people sometimes. So that's life and all i could do is to minimise any friction.

Sometimes i dont think i handle stuff well too. When i'm tired, when i'm sensitive when i just don't give a shit.

I dont see what matters most, when nothing seems to last. What is forever?