When you see people moving on with their lives, having places to go, goals to achieve.
When you see people living the life that you've always dreamt about having, since you were young.
And when you look at your life at first glance, it feels like you're never really gonna get there.
But when you really look at it, you realised your life ain't too bad after all.
God provides and He will restore.
Because I see hope when I look at my kid. If eyes could shoot stars/ hearts, i swear her eyes shot hearts at me, and more importantly, at her foster parents. I don't know her story but human beings are capable of so much love. And I see hope, when I see how her foster family looks at her and treats her as well. She thanked me for teaching her but no, thank YOU darling, you taught me something that is more precious than whatever i've taught you.
Love should be, and is freely given with no strings attached. And that love given, and if returned in kind, should be cherished for life.
Thank you for filling my old and shrivelled heart with love today. Thank you for reminding me why i love my job. And thank you, because moments like this will keep me going when things get tough.
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Went for the mission conference camp previously and I really needed time to sort my thoughts and reflect properly on the message of the camp. Thousands of things on my To-Do-List but procrastination hits harder as the list gets longer...
