ohyeahs, i forget to post this a long time.! MY TABLE IS CLEAN NOW ! xD free of writings ! :DD wahahahahas!

okok, SIANS,! today's exams START sucky and ended MORE sucky !! >.<>

reach school, my table was wet, i jiu is like WADAHELL , jiu bang table, den my thumb dunno hit whr, den isl ike DAMN PAIN. -.-'' SIANS. but was pretty high, after dat bang :/ after dat jiu go assembly, [READ: MY BAG IS SO DAMN HEAVY ] zzz. after dat, my pen dunno why, hao lai bu lai, now den got prob, i is like WADAHELL again. -.= den jiu bobians luhs, the two letters i put in MORE effort to write siahs. i dont think my compo have even 150 words. -.-'' forget it. obviously NOT ENOUGH TIME larhs. den chinese, i dunno larhs. letter my ideas SOOOO many, den pian pian reach the compo, my head blank, ARGH , SO, a conclusion, both of my COMPO SUCKS. is CONFIRM fail derhs, but must see HIGH fail or LOW fdail. if LOW fail, den i is DAMN SUAY de lors. somemore my pen dere leaking ink siahs. -.-''after that, i realised my hair was in a MESS, AND i lost to SHEENA, which i dint lose to her before, XINNI , same, and YINGTING, wth.,UNBELIEVEABLE LARHS. damn kb larhs. suay suay and total SUAY`ness. after the papers, jiu discussed whr to go, in the end go mac with xinni , annie and yuxian,, and while we're eating yuxian were telling us about some rapist; den wat stick here and dere. -.-'' FYI ! who wants to know more, FIND YUXIAN ! :D den after dat, annie and yuxian wanna go liaos. jiu me and xinni go staduim find faisal, zul and haziq. -.= , and yeahs, one thing that happened to me that is GD is, i won alot of times, TAIDI. omg ! cant believe it, my crads damn lan also can win. -.-'' :D nehmindz, my skills gd! ^^ den jiu played around and talk talk den jiu went home with zul and faisal ! ^^ ahahahahas, AND .

HAPPY BUFDAY TO KYRON ONG KOR ! ;D ALLTHEBEST !! LOVEEEES* [[:

CYT ! :D my light !! wahahahas, syonanto! lols, dat was history !

ILOVE CYT ; ANNIE ; XINNI ; SHEENA ; GINA !

AHGONG ! TKCRS LUHS , DONT KEEP PAKTOR ! wish you CHANG CHANG JIU JIU kays ?!

HAIR HAIR !! GROOOOOW LOOONGER ! ^^

i wish to go back to the past.

time passes so fast, it was like just yesterday when i was a lil' girl, who is anticipating for the trip to korea, im starting the forget, the memories when we had fun at korea were so vague, i couldnt rmb much, i dont know, but i didnt want to forget, i'd want to go there once again, when, we were a happy family, it was the best holiday i ever had, really. i remembered i made two new friends there, and we promised to meet up, but we didnt. i were too busy with my homework, to realised the time had past, even when i want to call, i didnt know for sure they would rmb me. and we went to the socalled zoo. we sat in a bus dat went into the big big cage, dat has all the animals, and the goose, who bite my shirt. the skiing trip, when we couldnt make it in time to sit the cable car to the top, but we played with the snow ourself. the skis were heavy. and the first snowflake i ever saw, when we were first in korea, then the shopping trips, the jams in the bus. and the amusement park, the tallest christmas tree i ever seen and the rest were so distance. i really, couldnt rmb much. afterall, years pass.

wahahahas !! BOO ~ this week VERY VERY de fun larhs !! ^^ lazy to update siahs. sians, hmms, also lazy to recall. :D jiu this week got study AND fun ~

start from thursday barhs, had school, den after dat me and yingting jiu stay back for proj; see? we're good, NOTE DIS. - EDWINLAI AND KENNY ! ^^ den jiu hmms, after dat we brought our books home with a box, it was like damn heavy, den she wanan go library, jiu go lors, but its heavy ! wahahhaas, we behaved like gong gong de lors, cos carrying books marhs !! >.< den after jiu faster go home !! ^^

den ytd nehs! erhs, school as per normal , den jiu go library STUDY !! lols, alot of things happen, den jiu went back with yingting and annie and yuxianJIEFU ! den jiu went library again, den den go macs eat ice cream , den saw gen on the bus, den talk talk jiu reach home liaos ! ^^

BLAHBLAH, im BORED and i DONT FEEL LIKE STUDYING! :[

sians, lols, today lesson as per normal, just dat more shuang cos dont have ta run for ET. ;D ahahas, den jiu YARHS, science is getting more and MOREEEE boring with dis cher, OMG. ilovescience de lors ! zzz. den jiu is ENG, pretty slack today siahs, but i dont mind, [:jiu recess, LOL, pretty high at dat time. and i dont know why, -.-'' den jiu LOL, my HAIR, its weird again, -.-'' after dat is history, OHYARHS, its always dat boring, i jiu keep eating sweets, -.-'' to keep me awake ! (: den after dat is maths, wth larhs, i've been SLACKING TOOO much liaos, cannot cannot, GRRR, >.< den assembly, nth much larhs. me and yingting dere bio-ing a couple. -.-'' den after school eat eat with annie, xinni, gina, giselle. den jiu slack in class. den den ask yuxian and karleong go lot 1, den me and annie walk VERY SLOW. (((: den annie buy present for her brother, how nice. :D den jiu shop around, go kiddy palace, den blarhs, after dat jiu continue that sick joke, zzz. den jiu go home liaos, RIGHT, i bought an earring with annie ~ x) lalalaas~ tkcrs =]


right, forget it, 4 days left, my hopes would have left me anyway, wouldnt it? forget it girl, study ! [:

im back ! LOL , tired siahs, and i shall post about yesterday! ;D

yarhs, yesterday morning go see doctor, OMG , dat doctor rocks larhs ! give me MC for PE for the whole of next week. ;D WIN LIAO ! ~ ((x den after dat jiu go home use`d com den piang hw for awhile, sians larhs, wth. so MANY MANY de hw larhs. omgg, i've been slacking too much, CASSIATEO ! GAMBATEK ! ;D den kor came back say we going sihui's house, i jiu chiong liaos. LOL , its like 5.15 and 5.30 yiyi's gonna fetch us, den in the end we so early okay lerhs, WE WAITED FOR THEM , LOL. late daos~ den go dere, OMG, the house is big de lors. three storeys siahs, den each room got toilet, wth, den jiu see bailey, i dunno how to spell larhs, is BEILY de pronounication, LOL , after dat started bbq-ing. den lawrence came and CASPER, OMG, I MISS PERPER !! den i jiu played with him for awhile. ;D den we play`ed cs, den dota. LOL , den watch WOAIYIJIAREN, den play DSLIGHT, lols, lots of entertainment yea? den until around 2+ jiuu go home liaos. den today so damn early again wake up larhs, sians lors, WHY CANT YOU LET ME SLEEP ! -.-'' den piang-ing my homeworkies again ! ;D tkcrs people ! ^^

YOUSUCK larhs, wahlaos, my mood is spoilt by you tonight, suddenly you make me SO SICK OF MY LIFE, ARSE you larhs. FOOK away from me larhs. suan liaos, you wont get anything back from me EXCEPT MY ATTITUDE, its wat you have been treating me with today, isnt it? FORGET ABOUT ASKING ME TO DO ANYTHING, i, cooking for you is a WASTE of my TIME, IT ISNT WORTH IT.

ohwells, i shall now continue with my post, yarhs, quite a good day today, cos i found my 'losted' pencilbox and was so damn happy bout it. -.-'' after dat got lesson, OMG, i got 37 ~ suddenly i LOVE chinese SOOOO much, i dint study yet i get 37 ! ;D ahahas, den is HOME-ECON, slacking barhs. lols, going different bs to spam, BUT NOT ME, is KYRON ONG, the big butt ~~ dat CRAZY butt ~ ;D yarhs, den tio kenny hoot,, LOL , im a innocent BYSTANDER! [: after dat MUSIC, im SOOOOOOOO in love with PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, gonna save up money buy dat disc lerhs ! after paying my mama the money for my phone luhs, SUCKY larhs, ytd and ytd de ytd was a SUPER SUAY day, wth larhs. tot i lost my pencil box, got an idiot hairstyle and sms'es burst until mama keesiao, sian larhs, im BROKE lerhs lors, ilosttheinterestinlife, BUT! i still love YINGTING ; ANNIE ; GINA ; XINNI ; KERRQI ; MICHELLE ! they is OKAY de lors, I SIMPLY LOVEEE YINGTING ANNIE AND GINA ! arent your HONOURED to see your name hereee? x)) ahahas, den after dat jiu got ART , also is FOOL`ed around de larhs, FRIDAYS are SLACKING days ~ (((: den jiu pei yingting go call her mama, den she go home liaos, sms gina den go up find annie ~ ;D slack around again, den jiu go with them to LOT 1. :D we ate LJS again ! my FAV larhs ! x) den jiu meet terence at NTUC, LOL , am i horny? i dont think so lors, ;D ANNIE ; HIFIVE ! BARNEY ~ cos cos i jiu veyr close to annie, den terence say she look sick beside you,. i jiu say do in public ~ ;D den annie say, dere dere got barney ! the toy toy can do, -.-'' TERENCE LOOK SUPER WEIRD, LOL. :D den jiuuu go ARIES, me and annie spent 1hr like dat in dere, zzz, finding CUTE CUTE de clips. and im reminded of my HAIR again, SIANS larhs. zzz, den jiu fast fast chiong home, today no dance siahs, den 4++ den go home. zzz; (: den at house downstairs rmb`ed PRISC ! jiu call her, suddenly i saw a familiar figure, den jiu call her, ;D den talk talk talk, LOL , SHE DAMN CUTE LARHS, ILOVEYOU, PRISC ! ;D den jiu chiong home, watch my DEVIL DISCIPLE, LOL , ending liaos, ~ whole family is CHIONG FOR THIS. zzz, ahahahas, the ending is quite stupid yet CUTE. zzz. suresure end here, tkcrs ppl, ISTILLHATEYOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GENEVIEVE KOH && LEWYU !x`33!

i still dont get it, are things getting btr or worse, but wat i knew was im left with 7 days, and im sick of my life now, without you, wat would it be, the sense of anticipation wouldnt be dere, anymore, although i used to try every way to get rid of it. ihatemylfie, would you be my light again?

ineedandcherishyou, butwouldyoubehappyifyouwerewithme? thatsmyquestions. ijustwantyoutobehappy, datsall.


HAIR ! GROW LONGER PULLEASE !

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OMG, i miss my hair so DAMN much la, dis hairstyle is SO damn SUCKY alrights. i cant believe dat i have to live with it for THREE MONTHS, before it grew out. SIANS. yarhs, today got lessons. zzz. i cant follow on wat miss ma's saying . hais* my GREATEST wish is to PASS without studying for it. zzz, nvrmind! i will pass WITH FLYING COLOURS by studying !! [: wahahahahas ! [: yarhs, and den nth much , RIGHTS. i am still got perfect backbone [: omgg ~~ x) ahahahaas ! JEALOUS yea? =P after school went to eat with michelle and yingting- 7eleven. ahahas, after dat pei michelle walk to cut hair cut liaos i met smeone who kept diaoing me . zzz. and she look so FREAKINGLY WEIRD. i shock dao larhs. but with my hair like dis, i wouldnt be surprised if i had shock her. zzz. hais* after dat jiu go home watch my DEVIL's BROTHERS; OMGG, is nice de lors. [: and I WISH DAT MY HAIR CAN GROW FASTER !! WISH WISH WISH ! x]

[: maybe if we could go back to the past, you would be happier.

YEAHS ! finally the blog is done ~ [[: ahahahas, todays SYF was SUCKY luhs. SORETHROAT . sians! :( hais. yarhs, all the previous post were talking crap, xD ahahahas, nth to post much today, is tiring de lors. ^^ so must go sleep now yarhs! :D takecares people[:

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DAY 19 ; [:

was okay today, saw you thrice; can feel dat strings are slowly learning to let go. perhaps, if he treated as he dint see me at all, i would feel btr, and strings would slowly released, dance was damn sucky, wtf larhs. ARSE siahs, tio suan/attituded. dont try attitude me or you will get it back THREE times. FOOK YOU. 11 more days. how fast and slow time's moving, tmr's the big day, hope i will do fine, but part of me is just not caring anymore.i dont think dat anyone's gonna care much. except for some with dancing as their passion, it used to be mine, but you guys have destroyed it. so i could do nth but watch you guys destroy the passion that use to be mine. perhaps, dancing is not for me.

dint sleep well, neither did i enjoy the day, but many thanks to gina, she brighten up my day, love her loads. guess, our friendship isnt that strong anyway. once you are away from me, you just find someone else. i really hope you are mine but maybe you arent suppose to be with me. i brought you sadness and tears. but you should know that you really brought light to my life. if ever one day you would leave to find something btr. i wish you all the best, couldnt be so selfish, to keep you all to myself only, and you deserve someone btr den me . was tiring dis few days, the vitamins dint help at all. wanna cry , but tears wouldnt mustnt and shouldnt come out,. i just could not collapsed at this time, but things are suddenly taking a life of its own, rushing tgt towards me. the weaks always got bullied, i wouldnt be weak, but i realised i couldnt hold that position for anymore longer. hoping to do well in everything is just impossible. but i dont want everything to be bhind of times. i wanna be dat cheerful girl who handles her things very well, and still maintaning her brightness. but i couldnt find her ANYWHR. she just GONE.

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you wont uds the pain i am feeling right now. how nice if the world's pure and innocent,



i miss the old times, whr i dint meet you at all. you were like a fairytale. the happiness, laughter, tears and saddness.

laughters of kids.

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its already the 16th day,

wasnt thinking about him as much barhs, ytd, the last words i said for them was true. really tired, and perhaps, i couldnt keep up with them, they are taking too big a gamble, shuo wo wan bu qi ye hao, wo zhen de .. wan bu qi ba. jiu rang na yi ge yue kuai dian guo ba, hui cong xin de kaishi. zhuo shang na xie xiang ni he xiang dui ni shuo de hua, TONG TONG dou cha diao. cong xin lai guo, ni hui yong yuan zai wo xin li, but we arent meant to be. [ take it all back; say the words i wanna hear, and i will love you till the end]

dumbass, i felt like SHIT now, how crap is dat. omfg. must piang for history. sucky larhs, day 14 and he hasnt ais ANYTHING, how i miss him, and how i HATE him. for not saying anything, sucky toos. perhaps, its WINTER LOVE. the love dat i have for him, will be in winter, he wont be able to feel it. nor admit it. numb, HOW I WISH I COULD BE NUMB to everything,, FUUUCKING DAYS;

one month ~ PASS soon, let time wash away the hurt, whenever i saw cheerfulness in your eyes;

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