okay, actually not posting. but stupidly, i'm freaking piss by the rule that ask us not to put books in school. wtfh la. =.= even if we bring home all those freaking books, how would we have time to revise, oh please, it isn't like we end school that freaking early? how to revise all? then what happens to those that have those thick assy books like POA, Bio, Chem or whatever shit? -.- i must lug all those freaking books to school in the morning? then i reach school half dead alr la. =.= somemore still clear the books. -.- CRAP la. sibei mindless sia.

meet with xinni at lot 1 at 12. at first wanted to make my new ezlink,. but i realised not lost. :D damn exhilarated! then eat already, go school. on the bus is like talking about what, eh, this song ah, when go k must sing. LOL.

reached school, went to dance studio first. book sales. -.- all the books were already out of dance studio, then was like a pile out there, selling books sia. then listen the talk. -.- freaking boring la. =.= then after that walked home with xinni, halfway she reach, then walking and on the phone. heard a shorty. -.- damnation. then obviously is marc they all. jiu walk with them ;D then yuxian and marc pei me and gawai[?] that gawai or whatever stay next to my block only. :D:D hehs. :D

ohya, today was out eating with family, then eating the bukit timah there de chicken rice, so we ordered chicken obviously and others. then i was choosing out the skin of the chicken, which i hate ALOT, then my daddy was like bio-ing the chicken skin already. then when he started to take, mommy say, eat so much skin, later heart got prob then you know. then kor jiu say, not only heart hor, also will grow breast. LOL. can you believe it? i seriously didn't know about it la. then i was saying to my mommy, mommy. no wonder la. you never eat skin one. then she look at me awhile then say, you lei? =.=

okay, i gotta do my chem already. -.- damn many hw. ahhh. siaaaan. ohyes, i'm flunking my chinese and ss and maths, okay, basically all my subjects, cause i dunno what the hell are they talking about, chem and bio more chamm. chem is like, taught in foreign language? i'm not saying the cher's no good, but i seriously can't understand, maybe i just couldn't concentrate. with all the happenings, who could? ( no one should answer yes. LOL. )

After a while she asked,

Do you ever wish you were someone else?

-Burned

I feel like I'm on a tightrope, barely balancing. It's a long way down and i'm afraid i'm destined to crash.

i'm so lazy to update nowadays already. :X a dead blog. YAY! :D better this way. (:

Wish

You could turn off
the quetions, turn
off the voices,
turn off all sound.

Yearn

to colse out
the ugliness, close
out the filthiness,
close out all light.

Long

to cast away
yerterday, cast
away memory,
cast away all jeopardy

Pray

you could somehow stop
the uncertainty, somehow
stop the loathing,
somehow stop the pain.

Act

on your impulse,
sallow the bottle,
cut a little deeper,
put the gun to your chest.

- Ellen Hopkins.