Maybe because i thought the best of everyone and when it turns out otherwise i get disappointed.

Anyway, merry christmas has officially ended yesterday. Well, it was boxing day technically but we still celebrated xmas.

Had such a wonderful day yesterday. One that js enough to make me happy for a long long time just remembering about it.

Brought the cousin to bugis tonshop for her backpack as a gift for her bday and.. you got it. Last minute xmas gift..

Mum always ask why the heck do i love shopping for gifts so much, cause its so hard and when others dont like it you get sad.

Then i told her thats why i kept shopping til i find the perfect gift for everyone and thats the fun part.

So i got my uncle a sunglasses in bugis and my dad a hat since he always work outdoors. Hahaha.
And that sheryl spare no consideration for my legs and went back and forth two shops 2836282618 times just cos she cant decide. -____- it was on the second and third storey and tadah, the  bloody escalator is not working.

Anyway, helped peng2 to buy xmas gifts for the bro and the cousin2. And rushed back to bb.

Was supposed to make quesadillas but we had so much food that yi asked me not to make. :(

Gonna show off the pictures of food!!
We had iberico ham and tomato bruschetta by peng2, popiah, baked rice by ahyi, standard party food and the awesome chicken wings and fishcake  by yi, cold dishes like prawn and sotongs with thai, beehoon, curry fishcake by shihui, pizza by ahbi, crabmeat salad with roe by rae yi, fruits platter, red wine, sg sling, pepper crab and yong tau foo, topped it up with brownie and log cake!

So very very full. Then yi had games as well and prizes!!!! And lucky draw but as expected i didnt win anything la. Shit luck. But its okay!!!!!!

Then finally had the xmas xchange and gift time. Recieved so many presents this year.. okay actually same as last year. But much more girly stuff like lotion..

i feel.. like a girl.

And i got a hulk toy. My boyfriend hahahahahhh.

Talking about yesterday makes me so happy and kinda forgot that i just spent 3hours rushing out 3 wholw datasheets. :(

Off to bed night world!

Right, i just deleted two posts without meaning to. Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS! YAY!

just back from JB and watched jack reacher which is good. Cut my hair and all those and came back for kko kko nara!

Went to ecp yesterday for some biking and cool me had a great fall. It hurts like an ass now. Freaking ass. Wasnt that painful when i fell even. I think its because i was so embarassed and that yingting kept trying to console me by saying i was so cool.

But it was pretty cool, cos i was like drifting and sliding since it was so slippery. Heh.
Then wanna go for k sesh but it was so exp, so we went to yx hse to nua abit before heading home. Walking sucks with the wounds.

Now its like dripping yellowish stuff and i wanna air dry it but im not sure if its supposed to get wet or not. Omg i need help with this. -.-

Gonna have celebration at batok tmr yet i havent bought all the presents and walking is a pain now. Literally. Hahahahaha!

Alright time for some wrapping.. again. Chill out

So the super tiring week is halfway past and im dying. Surviving on less than 20hrs for the past 4days in total. Almost like a zombie.

The chalet was.. da bomb. Hahaha. Its funny how i never realised some things about people ive known for my whole life til its right there in my face. It also goes to show how much you could really know about any one person. Regardless, it doesnt change anything cause the root of all is good.

And the root of all evil is greed, not money. I shant digress.

First, prepared deviled eggs, sausages and fruits for the chalet. The food was so good. We had like everything, from marbled log cake, to spaghetti and then from quiche to teobbokki. Hahah.

Was carrying four days worth of nonsense to pasir ris and back. -_-

Didnt sleep much for the chalet since it was so packed and we were playing mj and then poker.

Then went for ice camp, was supposed to be a camper instead became a helper. Thats fun too and met alot of people. Sigh and imma leaving SP in 4mths. Time flies.

If only.
I got tired of reasoning it out. As i will, so mote it be.

Anyway heres my xmas nails. Love it so much but my nails grow so fast that its not that nice anymore.

So damn sick today kept sleeping and major headache for the whole day and im heading to bed soon.

The photos are from the twins birthday, which was an awesome night. Grow up well my cousins and plenty of loves.
Had mj that night and was on such a unlucky streak that was unbelievable. 

Happy birthday to mandy low my love today! ♥

So, i dont have time so far to blog about the twins birthday lest to even mass send the pictures or upload it so this will be a fast one.
Life has been hectic, these days. Had tuition with my tutee yesterday and i really think its so much easier teaching science with hangman and drawings. It helps her to understand so much easily.
Im enjoying myself. :)

Anyway, fyp today and since it ended earlier, went to town for some xmas shopping. Was trying tk get to taka from 313, and thanks to the bloody rain, i slipped and 5years of my life were taken away. Thank god i didnt fell, and only my pride was bruised.. -_-

Bought quite alot but actually not enough since there is still family and cousins present to buy LOL. my tuition pay will cover it i hope.

Then met with baby baby at taka before heading over to our kickboxing classes. Kickboxing my ass. The class is filled with like pros and we were thinking if it really is a beginner class. We used those jap long sticks, kelasomethingtan, and knifes. Of course they are fake.

And i learned how to disarm a knife and i guess self defense. Pretty interesting snd thanks to a realy nice guy that patiently taught us while the teacher goes on like a bullet train.

Did 40pushup, 100crunches and loads of strenous activities. -.- torture but somehow human loves torture.

And to our dismay, yes the class is for beginners. #YOUKIDDINGMEBRO.

so then we went to have our late dinner at coffee club whose the turkey and chix sandwich taste like heaven but the service suck. They actually told me, while i was eating, that they were closing up and was giving me another 5minutes. Like whut.

And i was dumb enough to still smile and say thanks when i left. Come to think of it, it probably is natural reflexes.

Argh, time is ticking by, busy busy busy beeee, should go to bed now since there is fyp tomorrow and i feel that im gonna be damn sick, which i cant since there is camp next week and chalet. -.-

Been trying to upload just TWO PICTURES and this blogaway die also doesnt allow me to do so. 

It has 'stopped' argh.

So i have typed 3 sentencea for 3times now. But anyway. I will just upload one of the two.

Which.. story of my life. The boys. Playful, charming, idiotic. 

Life has been interesting, hectic even. Right after im back from bkk, straight to the twins birthday party and then the concert straight. And tuition ytd night and work today.

My nose is getting stuffed and i think i might be down with a mild cold. Please no.

So. Before tuition, went for a gelish manicure with flooooo, so i havr pretty nails now! Then went for swatou buffet, which was worth the money considering how much we eat. But the food was not that exquisite. I mean dimsum is all about the exquisiticy, if there is such a word, right? All the siew mais and everything were humongous, which probably made it not that nice.

Then ran late, cause we were discussing bout chalet and secret santa this year. Mad eggcited but im gonna be broke. -_-

So it turns out that i was like 10minutes late for my first class. Dont say anything, cause i know that was entirely my fault and i feel darn bad til i taught her for 2hrs. :(

My tutee was a sec 1 girl who is not excited for the start of secondary school at all. Sigh. I dont get why. Talked to her so she would get to know me more. But i think really i was being a not-so-postive influence on her. :/

Then she will half smiled and stared at me with her huge eyes then i'll wonder if she actually understood what have i been saying.

So, then work today was super slack. Felt bad for slacking off but the location really wasnt ideal. Then again, life wasnt. What was, ever..?

Met new friends which is cool despite them making me feel old. -_____-

Imma dig for some better blogging apps and abandon you, blogaway. 

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I thought i could do it, cos i knew it was a fantasy. But it wasnt as easy as i thought.

I could wish a hundred thousand million times and it would never ever come true. And how i want it to.

I think im going crazy.

Long day tomorrow. Need to take my mind off.

Such is life..

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Im supposed to feel happy, because this week has been awesome. But somehow i feel kinda sad.

SWCII was undescribeable. It feels like leaving reality and entering a world where dreams really do come true. I thought alot during the 3hrs, asked myself so many questions that i cant answer, and zone out for countless of times.

The boys were so hyper today. They made me smile.

So many thoughts running through my head and i cant make sense of them enough to write it all down.

In short, how do you settle when you wish to have so much more. How could you wish for so much more when you are afraid to try? Just how do you achieve contentment?

i dont know if i should, or if i want to.

Its weighing me down sigh. Havent been fully enjoying. Someone please provide me with some answers.

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