Hate my growing frustration. Know i cant get any work done but i can't help it. Not saying that i regret working, but now when i asked, then when is my chance to rest for this holidays, i found myself answering, you've lost that chance when you chose to work.

I cant understand for the hell of it whyyyyyyyyyyyy.

And when time is lacking, made to wait for something dumb for an hour. Didnt get anything done though planned everything close to each other. Much of my time spent on transport.

But dont know why am i so moody anyway, could be the studies or just pure frustration. Gonna work it all on my work.

Okay, the title just reflects my thoughts. And i loveeee the tune. Catchyyyyyyy. Left with 2 days of work, with 3 shifts. Tmr's gonna be a bussssy day, morning shift, then meeting and gonna start night shift. Sigh. But i can do it!

Was late for work today! Woke up at 7.44 today and left house at 7.59. Godlike. Hehe. Was late for like maybe 10minutes?

Then dear was like, shld've given you a morning call, but thought you've been on pretty good behaviour(No late). So i replied her indignantly, cos last few days never start at 830 so early what!

Ended at 12, Went for lunch at pizza hut, blew half of my pay for the today. LOL. Seriously wonder why the hell i work. But we brainwashed ourselves into thinking we still earned, cos if we go out and shopped, and lunched, we will spend more.

But ya know, thank goodness we didnt have manhattan's.

Anw, went to library to stock up on books. Speakin of books, i am doomed with all my homework. But never say never! I will finish it! Er, right, probably will, or fool myself into thinking i did anw, so i dont feel bad. LOL.


Then met with cousies and mancan at town! Walked around aimlessly, which is smth i dont do often. LOL. kept asking where we going next, but pretty fun uh, talking with maaaaaaan <3 Had lots of minibites like BFF, kept saying everything with fries. LOL.

And finally dinner with fam! Hehe mama was so cute just now. Was asking her if yewte or teckwhye will reach first from vivo, so daddy said yewtee, if from highway. Then i said YAY, will ask cabby to drive highway so i can reach home first this time. Then mama said, OF COS ASK CABBY TO DRIVE HIGHWAY LAH, THEN NO TRAFFIC JAM. So i stun awhile, and she continued with a sheepish grin, WALAU EH, CRAZY LIAO, MIDNIGHT JAM WHAT.

So i stun even longer.

Laughed so much ytd and today! Ytd was over crazy things we said at mac's.

What do you think of the name VinCottage. LOL I thought indulgence sounds better!

IM' A BUSY BEEEEEEEEE.

Everything will be fine, if it's not, then it's not the end. Saw meaning in this phrase.

Went thru stuffs with myself. Somethow precious, something real, somewhat tragic.


AND I GOT A JOB ALRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Alright. it's gonna be damn busy, cos there's heaps of hw to be done, club stuff and test! But if i make it through, i'm gonna be damn proud of myself. So i'll work towards that!

Hope i can do it! Nah, i can.

But work's okay though, just not enough timeeeeeeeeeeee. but i'm gonna milk every single second.