My thoughts are still scrambled, and i don't really wanna make sense of it til i'm ready cause i dont wanna fall in again.

I'm not ready for it yet. I don't wanna think. I don't wanna admit it.

Anyway, something really funny happened today. Two anyway. Went to Ralphs today and realised i forgot to bring the receipt. -.- So i shopped around village square and went back ._. Was thinking oh no, did i left my wallet at school, then i found it, and i'm like wah thank god.. & in the end the receipt is not even in it.

I overslept like mad, woke up exactly one hour later by my internal alarm, which really shows it works.
Tuanlin threatened to fail/fire me. *Flips hair* HAHAHAH. I'm just kidding. Did mundane stuff again, not that, but i did IHC. Again, it's half here nor there, but i don't wanna talk about it.

Then when i was showering today, i saw a spider crawling towards/ clawing at some beetle or some sort of insect stuck in its web, and i had a major freak out. LOL. I know, i still observed it closely but my mind went, THE HECK. DAMN. @&#^*%&&^#@$^&!. With a toothbrush lodged in my mouth for i was trying to brush my teeth, i wrapped a towel around me and screamed for help. HAHAHA. Actually i just opened the door and gestured to sy, and say spider. She said she heard tiger, but she came anyway.

Heroine for the day <3

Two things i really wished it happen, but i knew neither would. Jinxing it so it wouldn't, jinxing it so i wouldn't hope anymore.