I'm revved up real good, but it is still friggin weighing me down, no matter what am I doing. I tried avoiding, ignoring, confronting, and.. I failed.

I guess the shadow is always there. Gonna try my best anyway. I don't wanna know what's gonna happen when your best is not good enough. That's for now. All I know is I'm not gonna let it happen.

I will just be hating the wait, cause it's either high or crushed, in which this case, gonna be a friggin long drop.