Taste of freedom, too soon to lose.
School has officially started, but i'm so not diggin it. Learnt so much more during attachment, for real. But i was lucky too, cos for the last week it's really all phlebotomy and hanging with my colleagues. :) Yeah, formed a kinda bond with them. I'm missin them already, feels weird not to be heading to work.
To be really honest,i miss taking the not-so-cramped train, and able to sit and fall asleep.
Hmmm, drew blood, had lunch, went back together. SLacked, complained, watch news on yahoo and everything with them. Though it was tiring and all, cause i'm always reaching home at 8ish, i just dont like going home so early, nothing personal, but seems like a waste of time staying at home.. And i'll have to wake up at 6 plus or so.
Zombiefied when i'm there, but once the morning rush starts, the adrenaline pours in, and it's kinda like, hi-drawblood-smiles-talk-bye over and over again. Then when i'm free or others are, we'll just gather and gossip. Simple but warming.
Made brownies for them on the last day and they were so sweet saying, wahhh, meimei so smart know how to make brownies, so touched. And auntie beesim had to tease me and ming by saying, eh he dont usually eat pastries one leh, unfair!! And we had this quality day thingy, and they told me to join them, so we went up and there's cake as well, and auntie beesim said again, eh cake, go eat, ming sure not eating, he bias one. HAHA. but nah, he's just giving me face laaaa.
Feel like i've gotten a load of new friends, wanna keep them very much, but it's kinda weird to be talking to them randomly. But nevertheless, imma try.
Talked to them alot, so probably i've grown alot. From their experiences, from my experiences. Be it professionally, or my outlook in life, and that's mostly thanks to mingde. HAHAHA. shared quite alot of stuff with him, and realised that i could do much more.
I dont know, but yeah, being in a place for a period, interacting with people you've just met, brings new visions, outlook to your life. And honestly, i like it. I like growing up, slowly but yeah, i am. I'm working towards my goal, step by step. And i really admire those with a goal in life.
Dk but i seemed to be able to talk better with people that are much older. And though it's not always true,usually with age, brings wisdom.
Anyway, ended work on friday with a weird feeling. The red balloon in my room reminds me of them. :) And the well wishes, and the awesome evaluation they wrote for me. ;') If i'm so much more emotional, and expressive, i'm sure to cry there.
Then went for Popo, law, ahyi's birthday celebration. Wore a knitted black top cause going to club ltr with babies. But bad choice cos i was holding casper throughout, and his paws keep getting stuck in my shirt. And fed yu en, was sooo tiring cos she chewed damn slowly, but yeah. <3 them so it's okay. Had loooads of fun, bought a sunflower signifying good health fr popo and cake for the occasion. I missed our gatherings.
If wishes come true, i wish popo stays happy and healthy. I'm not losing her.
Joined xinni, jane, marc and shihui at bb, before heading to zirca. Clubbing was awesome. Love, the music, atmosphere and dancing. HAHA. flattered cos there's a few cases, but not really there to hook up, so yeah.
Im friggin enjoying my freedom now, not gonna get caught.
But not an addict, and never will beeee. Went back to jane's house with a chicken voice and rubber legs. walked to yiyi'se hse again for overnight mj. Felt bad that the girls waited for me. :x <3 <3 HAHA. MJ til 6 plus before i KO. mandy left at 6 ish, cos she didnt wanna stay over, xinni jane left at 7 ish, and i woke up alil later feeling energetic after them. But then popo told me to sleep in the room cos she woke, and i said no, cos it's too cold. then she brought me in and helped me put on the blanky and all. Felt so love, but abit surreal, cos i was sooo tired.
Then woke up at 11 ish, which all of them were stunned, popo cooked, and then yiyi made wraps. Awesome homecooked food, and homed.
Alright, roughly tht's all the digs about my life, it's much more juicier than that, but i have school tmr, so i cant get into the details. Hopefully when i reread it years ltr, which i love to do so, i still rmb those details.
Ciao, old me. :)