Trying to make myself understand, tryna rationalize everything. But failing ._. It's just so hard.

Hooked on both sims and drama. I'm officially screwed cause I lost all motivation and feel for studying LOL

Just finished a journal based learning in like whut, 15 minutes and everyone is still doing. And not getting back chem means I must hope for the worse which already Is very bad. And not to mention the frigging lab biosafety where he went through but didn't give us back the paper and holy holy, all the stuff he mentioned were so freaking foreign.

And then there's my stomach. Either I have parasites or I'm pregnant which I highly doubt so. Which brings me back to parasites but noooo, I don't wish to shit worms and it ain't pretty :(

Studying medical microbiology opens you up to these kinda disgusting parasite viruses bacteria. And when I said it's disgusting, it bloody is.

So I don't think it's parasites. Probably just gastric problems recurring after 2 years remission. Maybe it's cause I've been eating oh so irregular and bingeing nonsense..


Sigh, I shall spare myself of all this crap and await my omma's return patiently!!! Hello my winter gears!!! Chuchuchu!