This is oh-so-surreal, cause suddenly I'm going to bkk tmr morning!

LOL. seriously booked the hotel and tickets yesterday. What's even more unbelievable is that i wanted to go Melbourne, and mum was like, Okay, check if there's tix. -_______- But then we both cant drive and we aren't sure if there is any city tours. So in the end, she chose bkk. Suits me fine. Cause it's been so long, probably like a year since i went bangkok.

Am so excited but i gotta finish up my FYP report. SIGH. Ran so many errands today, like buying assessment books for my tutee and collecting my shinee tickets. I still can't believe that I am willing to spend so much on just a concert. Last time, really.

Had shabu shabu with family yesterday which is really good, but seriously overpriced. The sashimi itself cost as much as our dinner tonight at zichar store with prawn and fish.. so yeah.. Mama kept complaining. LOL.

I'm feeling really super duper unhealthy cause of the unbelievable amount of fats in the pork loin and belly now, and i cant go for a run. Oh no.

K, i should start on my report and be excited for my trip tomorrow. xx You know the moment your whole life came crashing down, when you feel as if you won't ever feel happy again. Visioned it but, it seems hard. Not to feel happy ever again. Because life would be different, with a void. Sometimes not being there physically, hurts. I dont want it to happen, ever. Suddenly remembered that my plans crashed. Was supposed to go ice camp as my last camp this year, but i promised frog that we would go cycling on 20.12 to commerate us being alive, and if the world is ending, we would be the first to drown. Especially when i cant swim, so we dont face the fear and the pandemic. -_____- Month of december which lots of significance. Gonna need to shop for twins birthday but ryan's is being settled by my bro so left with sheryl's and mandy's. Next week is gonna be packed after im back thurs night, friday its the twins birthday, and sat is the shinee concert and sun probably going to ksl and monday im gonna start tutoring. HOMAIGOD Once this month ends, it marks a new beginning and also, reminds me that last year new year i was already over at the states celebrating new year with the tv showing nyc new year party. LOL TIME FLIES.