It really should be illegal, studying within 2hours right after a meal.

So full, so satisfied, so... sleepy. Totally not conducive for studying at all -_- slept so much over the weekends, but slept late. Went to bed at 1am and i wasnt even sleepy anymore. Past my bedtime.

So many choices to be made in life. I cant make up my mind, because i havent thought it through. If it was the right one, as in, the suitable one for me, and not the politically/morally/ socially right- correct/wrong, i wouldnt have so much troubles, right?

So many ways to decode a word. The wonders of language, the ability to hurt, and to heal.

I came clean, not because i wanted it to be known. But because i got tired of keeping it to myself, trying to convince myself otherwise.

But i'm not gonna spend another four years.

The weekend is goood complete with plenty of naps and good food.

Caught rise of the guardians which is soooooo cute that i kept laughing non stop. And it starts christmas off perfectly.

Santa claus is coming to town!!!!!!!

Jack frost is sucha sweet guy and sandy is too cute to be true. LOL.

And of course, plenty of touching moments that teaches you hope, love, dreams and wishes of the innocent lil kids to protect.

Life is the evil monster making us not believe in magic.

Snippets.

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I wish i had words to describe how i feel. I kinda feel an undescribable feeling between sad and tired.

Twitter says when you say you are tired, sometimes you are just tired of explaining why you are sad.

Not today..

I am sad for all of the people who have dreams but cant pursue them. Im all for courage and strength and that nothing can stand in your way if you really set out to do it. But in reality, how many could do that? inspirational stories are amazing, they make you go wow. But out of the whole Earth, how many actually manage to do that? Because its harder in life, and not everyone has the courage and strength.

I wish i had, but not enough. Because thinking back, ive let go of a lot of chances that i should have held on and tried. I am a coward.

I am sad because i cant stop the cycle of life. I cant stop the horrors of the world. Im sad because i want to.

You will be fine.

To helen,

Thank you for bringing smiles to my face, and thank you for the warm welcome into the family with a hug and a kiss. Thank you for the times spent together at gateway. You are loved and missed.

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