You said youll be there.
Am i struggling to pull myself out or letting myself sink in?
Struggling requires too much effort.
Wishing for so damn much.
What.. There's too much going on.
Maybe cause ive been holding on and not letting go. And maybe cause ive been thinking and brooding and not doing anything bout it.
Time to get my ass up and do something. Dont let me think too far.
Ginleef os tespu. I need a run badly.
Trying to remember why i tried so hard in the first place. Its always down to remembering why it is all worth it. It is when you tell yourself it is.
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