Should I even bother reaching out for it?
L
I dont know anything, not even what I feel. Waking up to forget everything sounds so good. Thanks for sucha wonderful brain. All it needs is to stay that way. And I know just what to do.

Used to remember someone said I was in denial. But now then I know how perfect that is for me. Honestly, I didnt want to know now. I could just live in my own bubble with the ones important to me happily. Why did I have to go ruin everything. Why did I want to help? I wanted what bro had. I didnt know how different it was. And how real humans are. Stupid to believe in happily ever after.

How I wished last week never ended.

Right, anw. Last week was an awesome week. Celebrated marc and yx'd birthdays! :) k-ed at vivo's partyworld. Missed the two jokers seriously. They cant ever finish a bloody song seriously?!! Took alot gayt videos of them. :( need to get permission from them to post though. If not they post the one I tried to roll down the stairs. ._. Oh. But on different day. Anw, had dinner with them at Kim Gary's. Gossip alot of stuff too. Like what we did last timeee and my famous kick! Hehehe. Was glad that mandy joined us. If not I sure get bullied one. Hmpfff.

Thennnn, went out with mandy on wed. Town cos she wanted to get some stuff. Hehe. Someone bought her Manhattans bag lah !! Mad happy she when her mum said would pay half of it. But not feeling too well that day, didnt really know why. Hmpf. Had cold rock and hot tomato and my stomach had to act up again. Hehe. Then went oher to nex tot movie premier! Oh yeah!!! Had short hair for that day. Diary of a wimpy kid was damnnnnn cute. Went home cos had Headache then.


Woke up late the next day cos of the bruddy headache, so went marc'd hse late! Hehe so sorrrrryyyyyyyy. Cos he didnt pole people to be late. Had pizza delivered and played with his doggggg. Mighty cutenessssss. I think it loves me la. Keep licking my faceee. :D right. The three of them bullied me. Played some game and I lost. So had to roll down the stairs. Hmof. Marc took video of it. But I think I was wearing his hat, so not that embarrassing. Then went cou's hse cos Ryan asked me to. HAHAHA. Taught him math. (Y) had dinner and went home early cos wasnt feeling too good. Ps mandy, sorry loveeeee. :)

Was supposed to catch riding hood on Friday but went back for fo stuff. And bro came back late night!! He went out on sat leaving us alone. :( slacked at home, before going out for dinner at bugis and caught riding hood with fam and mauching. Hehe. Pretty good lei I think. Guess the wolf out within like 10th minutes of the movie and bro guessed wrongly. He said army made him more stupid. Hehehehe!!!

Went for jap buffet with bro and mauching on Sunday. LOL. Ate til we wna puke plsssssss. I ate like almost the entire plate of chicken wings. Gossip with them too. Ok, bro was busy watching the tv and trying not to look at his sashimi while we stared into the space too. Our topics were damn funny too. Ever met two timers? Imagine thatttt. Then walked around finding a hat for bro. Saw one at armani xchange when shopping with marcccc. I like that soooo much. Then rushes home for bro to pack and book in to realise that neither of us brought keys. Lol damn sad. Was locked out. And my periodic stomachache aint helping. At least had internet and spend an hour watching idol army whole waiting for mama to save usssss. Hehehe.

Okay lah. Im still damn tired gonna rest now. Aint gonna care much. Just be in my own world. Own pace. Peace.