Oh god, there goes two days of mugging. Just ended the first paper of sem 2 exam. And you know what? It suck. It's never about failing. I didnt even want to get a B.

Damn, went into the exam hall with, I'm gonna rock this thing. And came out TT.

Actually the paper was okay, but no A. That's for sure. Next paper on thurs, Math. As much as i hate math cause it's so boring and standard, Math's kind to me. Or rather, my brain likes math. ._. But the paper is so late and clashes with bro's bookout time. Argh. This exam sucks.

Anyway, went to have late lunch with mates after paper. Chatted about everything under the Sun. Was on the topic of Uni for a while. I still don't know what I want though. What's there for me, and what am i good at etc. I'm going the same path as i were during Secondary school days, getting better results, so i can have more choices. But i'm so used to doing my best when it matters the most. ._. Poly style's really killing me. I dont even bloody remember what i studied yesterday, not to mention the past few weeks.


I dont have an Aim! :( What should i be next time? There seemed to be a thousands over types of jobs, and none seemed to be for me. Seriously.

Writer, artist, Accountant. Boring, hard life, and i cant draw shit to save my life.

So frustrated over this. I cant seem to decide on a job. How nice if we could try everything. But then there's the matter of time and money. Restrictions. -.-

If a job have no restrictions, is fun and exciting, i'll sure take it up. But then there's the practical side of me saying it must pay well, if not i cant support my family. But maybe i don't. Not until my dad stops his business, at least. Ah, i still have 2 years left, why am i thinking so much about it now?

Note to self: Pose question to self on 21/2/2012.

PS: Imma try more jobs for now! :)