and just kill me. Eff it. I just saw my post dated Sunday, 24Oct, saying Screw my throat, it's supposed to be healed by now. And it's still not well today. In fact, i think it has gotten worse. Now i'm coughing like mad and i can feel my voice slowly leaving me. Ah damn it.
Okay, it's really affecting my brain. Because currently for school, i'm seriously lagging behind. What the hell please. For cell bio, they're at Lecture 4 while i'm still stuck at Lecture 1, or even worse, at the cover page. I gotta keep reminding myself that it's Cell biology, which is all about inside the cells. And it's exactly why i have never ever seen all those terms before. God.
& now the fan's bloody cold. FAN for goodness sake in singapore.
Oh, i just wanted to share, took a quiz in facebook and my results was, 80% of worry in my brain. Screw my life. Yeah, there's alot of corkups currently. I'm learning how to deal with them, so i guess, yeap.
There's too many stuff to do, and too little me. Sometimes i feel like cutting myself into pieces, so i can be everywhere anytime.
I know, to you, i didn't keep my word. For that, i'm sorry.
Yet sometimes, i feel invisible. Is that good, or bad?
Yeah, and looking back, i've really changed. I don't know for sure if it's for the good or for the worse, but i could say i don't really like it. I'm trying to adapt myself, and make adjustments. But still, it takes time, and conscientious effort.
Food for thought:
What if someday you have to choose between the happiness of someone you cared very much for, and your own's, which would you sacrifice?
