Blessed is she who has no expectations, for she is not disappointed.
hm, was late abit today. daddy la! say what 6.30 cfm will reach, in the end, 6.46 also haven't reach, therefore, i'm late, but thankgod when i juststep into the pentage, or whatever, it started raining, i'm not saying it's good, but lucky la. :D haha. yah, x-ctnry, nth much. :D
went to jp after that, ate at swensons. wasn't feeling well. :( then, walked around, shopped and then went library and home.
shwoered and went out to eat again. :D hahaaa. as usual, with super crazy family. ate at cafe cartel, then theres once when mommy wanteed lemons. and so the person, jiu ask, lemons? then she say yah, then the person said, oh. cut up lemons ? LOL. mommy replied, yeah. then when she came back, she placed one big plate with a SMALL lemon -.- LOLOL. took a photo of it. post it up next time. :D:D
i am so disappointed with you, just because you think you can't run anymore, just because of you're feeling giddy, you stop and walk.
i so regretted it, i shouldn't have stop. i should persever, shouldn't give up, isn't that what i've always been telling me? you have the medal in your head, yes, but in the starting.
maybe i just lacked the perserverance,
maybe it's juat all an excuse,
maybe i'm just not cut out for running,
or maybe,
i just ain't cut out for anything.
i'm just a useless loser. i just can't do ANYTHING right. forget it.
i was leading a carefree life.
was.
and now it has all changed. dreams don't usually come true.