What a profound phrase. 

God says if you repeatedly face the same situation again, it’s like taking an exam over and over again. You need to pass the exam to ‘graduate’ to the next level. Same goes, you need to learn from your past mistakes, rectify them and then move on.

But how do I do that, when the fear is overwhelming and all but consuming me? 

It’s like this irrational fear of Natalia hunting me while I’m farming in MLBB. Indeed, they said fear is the greatest deterrence. 

I need to dig my heel in and stop running.