Back in the kitchen with dim lights, enjoying some me time.
I realised time actually do fly. I remembered during my first year, the first few weeks of uni always seemed so slow, that i had so much time to prepare for mid sems, and that i'll spend so much of the time doing nonsense stuff, talking on the phone, going out and spamming dramas.
After my drama fest last week, I feel like I actually legitly wasted 4 days that I could've done so much work. But obviously the drama is worth the time.
My point is that suddenly it's week 5 and i feel like i did not achieve much and i don't know where has all my time gone to. LOL
Well, I made some start on my hons project, and i've come up with the outline of my business proposal, and my group is pretty ready for our seminar on tues. BUT THATS ALL. And if i didnt attend the lecture, i wouldn't even have my notes written up.
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Was looking through my past trips and I realised I kinda missed putting the photos together and writing down little memos to remember the trip by. Yes, I've travelled quite a bit these few years, and I remember the places I went, but it's the little things that happened that gets overlooked sometimes.
Maybe I should start putting them down all together again. I guess nowadays, what's more 'important' is getting a good 'candid' shot and posting in on social media rather than the actual candids one. And that led me to think about pretence.
As we grow older, the world that we live in seemed more perfect, or rather under the curtain of pretence. Take three lives for example, I really like the love line between Dong hua di jun and Fengjiu because of fengjiu's courage. It's rare and almost impossible to see anyone being so courageously professing their love outwardly despite countless and countless of rejections. I guess because she knows what she wants, and (naively) genuinely wants her love to be reciprocated. But in this world we live in, regardless of gender, the moment you know your love is not reciprocated, how many will continue to give their all? It's true, you may be foolish, you may be getting hurt, but how many can say that they've given it their all and have no regrets.
So many pretentious people in the world, and not enough courage.
