I cant get through this four years if i dont toughen up. Learning so mhch about you, but i csnt feel your love. It feels like youre turning your back on me, and for why ive been trying to answer.

I cant feel everyones love. But if i wanna get thru this four year, i need to suck it up. Not feeling it foesnt mean it ismt that. Please remember that. And even if it isnt. Love yourself first. You cant keep.hurting and hurting. Its not going anywhere.

And not feeling it doesnt mean you dont love either it. Remember to show you care. Love means giving. Giving means spending the time and effort.

Be wise to discern whats good and whats bad for you. And be strong enough to walk away when you know its not right.

You know again and again. Its gonna happen. Think long. Think hard. Then make your choice. Dont make it when youre feeling haopy, sad or disappointed.

Dont be sad when theres no pretty words, no giggles, no laughters, no flowers nor hearts. You didnt ask for any, what makes you to they will be. You dont need it, you just want to know you deserve it. But if you knew, why do you need it then?

Youre so much more thsn this, cassia.

One setback doesnt set you back. The strong comes up fighting again isnt it? Youre not perect, no one is. I know it hurts to admit that. But you got to get your heads out of the clouds and onto earth.

I know youre strong enough to fight this. Dont doubt. Do your best, and let it be. Whats meant to be, will be.

Find the strength deep in yourself. Count on yourself. Youll need it. Now, and forever. Friends can share you burden, but they cant solve your problems. No one can.

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