Feeling so miserable about school, anatomy and psychology.

Feels like im tempting fate and now its backfiring on me.

Suddenly life isnt what it seems to be anymore.
Always saying this so it seemed to take the meaning out of it. But i need a break. Alone. To a place where i can sit, think, and be me.
To a place where i can just lie there the entire day listening to the waves or watching mindless dramas, letting my brain run free with no pressure.