So disappointed with myself for many reasons, and one glaring reason surfaced today. ._. Honestly? I was too full of myself. I thought I could complete the damn report in a night, sacrificing my sleep over it and whatnots. My brain was working overdrive yes, but then there still ain't enough time. I didn't proofread, I thought it was good enough. So I think I deserved it, despite me sacrificing my sleep for it. So for one, I won't ever sacrifice my sleep for work again. And secondly, hopefully I will start earlier the next time round.
On the ball abit, Cassia Teo.
Plenty of disappointments to go around, but I guess the biggest disappointment comes from knowing that things weren't as you thought it was. Kinda disappoints me every single time when people don't really mean what they say. And what they expect from you isn't the same as what they expect from themselves. Oh well, I should've known. If it happens once, it can happen again. Whatever happened to my Once bitten, twice shy?
But, little things make me happy, once again. So so glad I'm gonna see the flowers tomorrow. This week's my break. Can I just forget about everything and live in the moment? I'll plunge right into my work when I'm back from the break. I need this break so badly. Okay yes i can. Hehe
Oh and the dad called during my lecture today. AND THAT DADDY DON'T KNOW WHAT IS DECLINE ONE. SPAM THE BUTTON MACHIAM PLAYING L4D LOL kay I'm kiddz heh. He kept calling while I was furiously scribbling on my iPad, and the stupid FaceTime keep interrupting my notes. As if my handwriting is not horrible enough -___-
But i'm glad he was happy to see me. Miss my baby so much. She's growing up so well.... Without me.
