Soo...

Life is pretty much settled over here. I'm really glad I found this place, at least a place where I feel like I'm home, especially since dorrain is so nice. I guess she understood, since she'd been there before.

So much to say, and so much I can't say.

Still feel so much angst but after talking to the BFF, as usual, I saw things clearer and stuff. She's probably the only idiot that I would tolerate and love so much. And she makes so much sense sometimes that I feel like an idiot myself.

It would be so awesome if she had decide to come over with me that time, or maybe if I decided not to go. But ifs doesn't exist cause everything else did, so I shouldn't make myself and everyone miserable thinking of the what ifs.

But if I had put in a little more effort in planning, luring and trapping her then it would be a different story...? But then again I never ever make her do anything that she doesn't really want to. So oh well.

I can't wait for school term, since that would mean do getting her car back and then we can drive out for food yeah so much win!! Perhaps because out of so many I met here, she's the only one who speaks from her heart.

I can't always requote my quote, but 'I'm just disappointed at how people don't seemed to mean what they say.'

Oh how the world has changed from what I know it. Can we not be trapped in our own bubble where people aren't so afraid to offend/ not fit in with others when they speak their hearts or mind?

The bff says we must learn to adapt to our environment but I'm no a chameleon. Hahaha Kay I'm kiddz, but she says it doesn't mean conforming to our environment that we lose ourselves. What deep chimilogy. But cause I'm the BFF, I'm proud to say i understand her.

Mad sleepy after mid o week which ended with a bang at fitness class and Indian curry! Spent almost 2hrs sitting there chatting about real stuff and I really like it. Off to my queen sized bed hahahahahahah