Bad night, crap day.

Feels like i've got up on the wrong side of bed this morning. Had a really bad dream, and snippets of it seemed to be coming true.

How do people deal with being misunderstood? Probably not so often for some, but i really hate explaining myself.

& i wonder, how did we get to where we are now? Do you ever? I guess life got in the way, that seems to be the cowardly way out.

It affected me more than it should, more than what you said. It makes the whole situation so damn ridiculous. I dont seem to have any say in it, do i?

Disappointment. Upset. Angst. What else. Great, guilt.

I hate being in such situations. Do i think too much or should i have done more/ less to raise? I'm not sorry for why i did it, but how i did it. I cant help my feelings as much as i want to.

The little things in life makes life unappetizing. Im hungry yet i dont think i can stomach anything down. Nausea is a real pain in the ass.

Closed off, probably shouldnt say too much when im this upset.