The bff is probably the only person who could make me laugh despite a bad day. Simply said as she put it, it seems trivial, but i gotta support you.

And that means so much more than anything else she could ever say.

Thinking back, revisiting the past. I cant move on. Taking a step back, finding out what's for the best.

At the end of the day, you only have yourself to count on. There would be days when you're so happy that you can soar in the sky, those days make the bad days seemed really bad, because back then you didnt think anything could bring you down.

Accepting the bad days that happens make it more bearable. Accepting that it happens to even you.

Im not gonna say i cant wait to fly because i dont do anything i'll regret, or rather i dont regret what ive done.

But.. it would be a nice change to figure out how well i can do on my own. Afterall, thats always what i have been talking about. No one to account to, no one to worry that will worry about me, and no expectations nor disappointments.

Zen, love life as always. Be cheerful, dig in and stand straight.