On such a night, i think back to the past. What went wrong? Oh, but did it?

I think i have such high expectation of my friends. I feel sad, cause you are one that i cherished. Did something went wrong? I dont feel the effort, and i dont think you did. But i, too. I forgot that despite everything if i were a friend, i couldve ubderstood. But i didnt. Cause it amazed me that you could hurt me. And the bottom line is, i dont feel needed nor appreciated.

Arrogant i think i am.