You dont need to be somebody for someone to love you. You only need to be yourself. And i think, there are always people who would love you for who you are, no matter how you are.
You dont need fancy clothes nor a pretty face, and you definitely dont have to have a 'nightingale' personality.
Love is given, and when given, given freely.
The question is, if it is. It may seemed like it is when it's not, and vice versa, it might seemed like it's not, when it in fact is.
有些事，如果一开始就已经错了，再怎么走下去，再怎么挽回，都还是错的。
Perhaps i felt used, i felt deceived and god knows i hate this kind of feeling, the most. If anything, honesty is one rare quality. Dont lie, dont deceive dont bluff your way through. Life doesnt work this way. The truth may be ugly, may hurt people, but for me, i prefer it over any other alternatives.
But then i contradict myself, when i'm not even sure if i would tell the truth if it comes to say, a white lie. Intentional omission without thought or unintentional omission with thought? That requires a certain amount of thought. Man im so witty. K kidding. Hahahaha
Oh yeah, i know i've changed and not just think anymore. Revisiting the past again, and found out that i no longer feel the same way about a certain kind of topic. The simplest word would be realistic but it's not that accurately described.
I would say, i'm able to look through the facades of people and put on the one that i would always wear now, myself. Or should i say remove?
