Fuck, why is it always that you know exactly what you should be doing, yet your heart dont feel the same way?

i could. I could act like my heart dont matter. But at the end of the day, im the one who deals with my heart. And along comes with all the hurt loneliness and disappointment that comes with me.

Me myself
My own..

You really. Really really deserved better. More than what i could ever give. Truly.

But i just cant let go.