Sometimes, a million sorry still can never make it up. But i am. I still am. Every single time i think bout it.

Guilt has this way of eating right into you, making you feel like you're so low, and you cant get any lower than that.

So many layers.
I used to dislike, erm more of feel sian, when we had holiday at a country during winter, like in korea or beijing. Thats cause during winter you have to wear at least 3 layers of clothes and that makes peeing or shitting such a bloody chore.

I feel tired after wearing 3 layers of clothes. Shouldnt i be way more exhausted now?