Scattered thoughts, distracted me.
Hectic week, so much that i can't even make sense of what i am feeling. But one i know for sure, is when it feels like im drowning, i found a log. I spilled my guts out. And it secures me as much as it could.
As quoted, "i become a person i like best, when i'm with them."
& i know it in my gut that there's this connection that couldnt be explained, but just felt.
Just finish the stupid drama that i've been chasing OMG the ending is stupid and version two is even more annoying. LOL WHADDAYA MEAN BY SHE DISAPPEARS WHEN SHE WALKRD INTO THE SEA ?!
But okay tbh all endings seem like crap since i dont want xuanxuan to die LIKE WHY MUST SHE DIE ITS SO BLOODY UNFAIR. Not saying that the meimei must die in stead of the sissy la, but its so bad already knowing when youre gonna die and then the meimei is so caught up in her own emotions. LIKE WHAT THE HECK CAN YOU BE MORE CONSIDERATE. And i know the meimei loves the sissy but its so annoying when she displays all her emotions outfront like everybody should be noticing while the sissy has to be the one trying to protect the meimei while arranging her happiness.
But okay la, i geddit that once she calls you sissy, you have a responsibility to take care of her until you/she die. LOL.
BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT FEEL XUANXUAN. STUPID XP, WHY MUST YOU INFECT XUANXUAN. ARGH
Suddenly feeling more and more pissed about the drama like why cant they let xuanxuan live or some miracle to happen. NOT AS IF IT IS REAL LIFE RIGHT, JUST A DRAMA. CANNOT MAKE THE VIEWERS HAPPY MEH.
Right k can i need to get some sleep if not ill rage for another @83718471818482 hours
