Usually when i write about stuff that are so honest and raw, instead of clicking the tick, i stopped and think twice.

Then when some time passes, it usually seem more bearable, and just something for me to take into stride and move on. Thats how i do it.

That didnt happen for the latest excerpts when its writing about the oldest past i have ever had, probably because that was the essence of me.

Mad about something trivial because of something bff said that made me sad. But if it is really that case, wouldnt it be true the opppsite way ...? 

Leavin because you told me to,
And leavin because i'll be back.

Thing is, will anything remain the same? I dont even expect it to not change.