This song is seriously so cute! But somehow the version i download just cut the freaking song at the end. So annoyed.

Anyway im back from the horrible camp and then the packed days of celebration!!  Sooo, im finally 20. :)

The camp was horrible because: my wound on ny toe got infected, on top of all the shit hygiene facilities.

1) cant flush
2) Minimal tap water, and i already as accepted that the water there is totally corrupted/nonportable. Its not even water-colour. LOL
3) NO SHOWER FACILITIES. HONESTLY I DIDNT SHOWER FROM DAY1 ONWARDS.
4) the river water is crap, and yolo really kills.
5) got preyed upon by stray dogs while eating the first decent food pack, since we cook our own food, and the mental stress cause the doggies look so sad and intimidating. -.-

I ate just a mouthful of pasta and a bread that sustained me from day 1 start since i didnt have breakfast, til day 2 night.

Then we got woke up at 4am to hike up the mountain to change campsite in the dark, which i would enjoy if its midnight. And not when i am sleeping not so comfortably in my sleeping bag. Sigh.

And admist these many things happened which made me questioned life again.

Sometimes there's so much feelings and emotions in me that i got drowned in them. And i dont feel like speaking, up and out.

Not denying but distracting. Isnt that what i do best?

Bday celebrations were sweet as usual since the people who wished me are those who really cared. So touched by some since its been so long since we talked but they still remembered. I guess that really goea to show how much you mean to some. Perhaps..