Hi,

I guess we are all different. You said I wasn't open-minded, i thought you were the one who isn't. Who's living a lie? Perhaps we are both talking about different things. Your kind of open means exposure to things that I didnt know. My point is, how do you know i havent been? There are so many different issues in this world. And how you perceive it depends on how much importance you place on it. Some dont matter to me. Because after all i ever am, is just a mere being. I cant care for more than what happens in my world. And what happens in my world, isnt just the world you live in. It is the world i let in. Maybe you will never understand, because our views are just so different. I don't care about the things that you may feel strongly against. You don't like to be manipulated. Im not sure if it hurts your pride but i call that a stubborn fool. Instead of rejecting it, isnt it possible to turn it to your best advantage? Manipulation works both ways. I get my fair share out of it, i call it a deal.

I said you weren't open minded, i meant to say, you can't view things from another point. Or rather, you can't accept it. You may say you can, but you don't. It might have occurred to you, but never will you take it as a stand.
There are many kinds of people, and they may do certain things for different reasons. You cant condemn them as brainless fools just because they dont think the same way as you do. Truth is, we all have different aims in life. We all have different places we want to get to in life. If that brings them happiness, you dont have the right to deem them as useless or brainless or fools. You don't want that, they do. And at the end of the day, perhaps you'll be wallowing in your own world while they are happy. Sometimes not thinking too much may not be anything bad. Not wanting to think and not able to think, in your opinion is both stupid. Not wanting to is a fool, and not able to is stupid, i know that. But at least fools are happy. Are you?

I wanna know, what makes you happy? Since when did you fall in this state of staleness? When nothing much makes you happy? Isnt life hard this way? Isnt it boring? I could question every single thing about your life, and you would respond with " You don't understand." You're right. I don't.
Even if you dont expect people to understand you, you do want understanding. I cant understand, but i'll accept it. I dont see how someone could live in a state of misery, which is in my opinion, should i were to live life this way. I cant live, without somewhere to get to, without something on my agenda. If i were to float, float will be on my agenda. Not unknowingly.

Maybe to you, you'd feel like you understand, but true understanding is not just knowing, you'll have to accept it. And you don't. Sometimes in your heart, you'll wonder why. We are all just mere human beings. We don't have supernatural power, we cant read minds, we are not invincible. If you want to be, do something about it. Don't give it up, before you even start. Find something that makes you happy in life.

I like to see you happy, because your happiness is contagious especially when it's so rare. Everyone gets sad. You can feel lonely, in a place full of people. I know, and i think you do too. It's about overcoming that sense of darkness, unspeakable, unnameable, and finding the light. Sometimes the simplest things makes you happy. Open up your heart, and see. Be tolerant, even towards foolish things. Some days may be crappy, some people may piss you off and then you do still feel. Emotions are what makes us humans.

I love you, like you do me
Ill see you soon