But i didnt say how much i hoped it was you.
I always said if you push it right to the end of your mind, not to forget but just to let it be. To pick up the rest of your life and move on, then as time passes, youll find that it gets less important, and hurts even less.
But sometimes it slipped past my guard. I wished to hell that i could have changed it. But i didnt. Because that would have been disastrous. You were the one who gave it all, while i ran.
Have so so many blog posts but i cant decide which to blog about, or which can be blog about.
Went out with luv today and we really talked chatted crapped for a goos 4hrs without stopping.
80%-50%??????
Then i told her about the weird dream. LOL. SUPER DUPER WEIRDDDD.