I have so much to say but so little time to interprete what i really feel.

I just realised that human are not perfect(of cos i know that), and i am okay with it. Like okay, okay. I dont judge, dont rage about it, and just accept it. Of cos itll have to be someone i care about alot.

I accepted that.

And i realised that talking means trust. Silence doesnt necessarily mean distrust but for me, probably uncomfortableness. or tiredness.

Maybe i wasnt as easy to understand as i thought i was. And maybe, you dont know me well. Knowing and understanding is two different things. Understanding and trust is two different things as well.

You can spend your whole lifetime tryna understamd someone, and sometimes they can change with just a snap of their fingers. Then where have the person you spend your life truing to understand, gone to?

But to know someone, they have to be predictable. You know where their baseline is, and that they would never ever do certain things, or mean certain words.

And to trust, trust is like the world's most fragile object. Some people trust easily, trusting but not necessarily naive. It may be voluntary or involuntary. Some people choose to trust, somehow for some reasons unclear.

Some words just come to you, at the right moment.
'I like the way i feel around you'
Comfortable, tingly, contented.