So i wrote down about whats occupying my thoughts when i was awake, and whats haunting me when i slept, a week ago on a night in 2hrs.

It came to me, again and again, repeatedly. So i thought what best, to write it all down. Will continue when the rest if the story came to me. Inspired by some events that happened last week that was integrated into it.

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Writing bibliography is hard, trying to write our story as a bibliography is harder, but i will do my best, to share this story of us, that changed my life forever.

So, I was a not so ordinary girl who wanted to be never ordinary, succeeding with my life and only that.
Always dreamt of being in a not so ordinary relationship, so at the age of twenty one, i had never ever dated anyone.

Questions were asked, serious and ridiculous questions both. Were you expecting more? Do you not like asian guys? Are you homosexual? No, no and no.

To be honest, i didnt know what i was looking for. I searched deep within myself, and realised that jt was all futile, because i havent met that one guy that makes my world turns inside out.

But at the age of twenty one, i went to this one wedding, celebrating the marriage between my cousin and his longtime girlfriend of 7 years. It's sweet really, how they met in the university, both majoring in accountancy with a stable job now earning a stable income. Sweet, warming, stable, reliable. But not for me.

Smiling at the relatives sitting around the table, i answered their questions about my stale love life trying not to be annoyed and sorry for myself.

'May i have a dance with you?'

Startled, i turned around, only to have my whole world turining upside down. I was staring into eyes that seemed to see right through me, into my soul.

That night, i was wearing a little black dress in hope to make me feel good about myself. I looked as good as i can get.

Tired of answering those boring questions, i smiled my yes recklessly without thinking.

Then, you led me from the table to the floor, where we twirled and flitted around, at ease with the silence for a moment.

'So, what are you doing here?' I couldnt help but smile at your question. Of course, im attending a wedding.

'Oh, im having my haircut.'

He laughed a deep, rumbling laughter that send shivers in my stomach. 'Ah, a humorous woman, after my own heart' pressing a hand to his heart in exaggeration.

That night, i found out that your name is Trian, and pretty much nothing else, except the way you feel and the way you move.

Later that night, i found out that you intentionally omitted  some tiny details about your life.

Like how your job is a private detective, investigating a case of blackmarket money laundering.
And how the person you are investigating is my dad.

Trust me to fell for the smooth moves and chemistry. I should have known that they can be created.

'Let go of me.' My tone cold, my facr revealing nothing, nothing of the turbulence wrecking havoc inside me.

'Listen to me, i didnt mean to' he gripped my wrist in an iron grip.

I shouldve known, i shouldve guessed. The hard body underneath the fine suit, the sharp planes of his face, the speculative eyes that doesnt missed a thing.

But it didnt take the hurt away, from expecting so much from a stranger to be the one in my life. I almost expected you to whisk me away, finally, and we will live happily ever after.

I wrenched my hands away. Oh god, it hurts, but not as much as the hurt building up inside me.
'I dont know you, i've never known you.'

i didnt care if he was investigating my dad. It's going to turn up negative anyway. My dad would never do anything wrong.

I returned to my not so ordinary life after that night, burying the hurt deep inside me, refusing to think about it.

I cant think, because the one man that ever found his way into my heart, screwed my brain and heart upside down.

I always knew i would know when i meet the one, but i never thought i could be so attracted to him.

'watch out!!!!!'

Someone pounced on me and rolled on the hard granite. It knocked the breath out of me and stars are spinning. The world is spinning. You are spinning.

Wait.. You. You? You?!

I sat up, trying to regain my balance, my chi, and my heart.

'Are you hurt anywHere?' Concern in your eyes, you started searching my body for visible wounds.
My heart tripped, teetered and almost didnt manage to regain its balance.

Im okay, but my hearts not.

'Thank you.' I muttered and stood up to leave, feeling a bit faint from being on my feet too quickly.

'Can we talk?'

I looked at him, muted with eyes that are more eloquent than words could ever be.

'Im sorry, for not telling you who i am, and what i do. Im sorry for not telling you my intentions, but im not sorry for taking up this assignment, im not sorry that i asked for that dance, im not sorry because it allowed me to know you. Dont you feel it?
If it helps, i would tell you the moment i saw you walked into the room, i lost my head. I forgot who i was, and why the heck was i there in the first place. You have the power to do that, and im scared out of my wits.
I tried placing it behind me, trying to move on, but failing miserably, and there you are, crossing the road without giving an ass to the traffic. '

He shook me hard by shoulders, anger and frustration clouding his eyes.

'Idiot, for seeing things as they are, and idiot for not using your eyes at the right moment. Do you know how close that bloody van come close to smashing this precious face into mangled pieces?'

Do you know, how close am i to losing my control at the thought of losing you?

My heart swelled, and started pumping again. It tripped and fell flat on its face.

That, was when i knew i fell in love. Just like that.

Of course, the mum didnt like it.

'Just how much do you know about him?!'

i dont, i said quietly. I just know.

Mum, he's the one. When i looked at him, i saw. Our future.

---— to be continued.