Feeling so stress once the week started with shitloads of tests and reports and the stupid field trips and talks. -____- 24 hours a day is simply NOT enough.

Havent started on bb yet i gotta start on histo report and histo pract test on thurs plus tcmd. No matter how well i know the module, i will flunk it if i dont read through at least once.

Haem and histo were so horrible cause it wasnt that i didnt know. It's horrible cause i knew but wanted to get it over and done with and in my hastiness, put in the wrong answer. This kind of mistake, is the kind that i dont allow -____________- Sigh.

Just went to the docs on sat and did some laser. I need more time seriously. Then doc gave medication that would predispose px to depression apparently, and this mum is so paranoid that she said to not study and it's okay if i fail.

Then just ytd when we were shopping at jp, she's like, eh, why you so zen ah. Zen is a cool word i taught her. LOL. Then i'm like, oh you say one ma, fail nevermind, so fail lor. you gonna raise me for my whole life. hahhahahhah.

Ok la, but i did study abit la. Just so careless if not i'd have scrapped thru both of my tests today. -_- Nth i like best to scrap it through.

Tiny weeny bit of blame on myself for procrastinating what i could do last sem to this sem so i'm pretty much strung up and half mad over deadlines and tests.

Anyway tuition today was good cause apparently my tutee is a genius at fractions now. I feel so proud like a mother hen.

Cant explain how worried and stress i am, even after the two tests today i feel annoyed. Especially with the careless mistakes. FOR BOTH somemore. What's wrong with my brain today? Not paying attention and not alert.

Argh argh argh.