You know the feeling when the waves and waves of nostalgia assaults you?
When you know you will be going back, but never back then. Because the times when you are there. You are free. You are you.
And when your current life drags you down, how much is the yearn to go back there? When the worst is when you killed a mouse, and the highlight of your day is walking bear?
Its a different kind of comparison, i guess. So so tired. Looking at the pictures gives me strength.
Missing is such an overrated word. The word can never ever express the intensity in my heart.
Simple simple life. Indeed, the grass is always greener on the other side.
But why just cant you see it for once? Support and encouragement is not the same. You can not encourage me if you dont like it, but dont you think alil support may not be too much to ask?
If everyone could not do something just because it made them unhappy, then there wont be any sad peoppe around.
Life doesnt work that way, not for me. Even if it makes me unhappy, if its right, if its necessary, i will do it. And i will try and find joy while doing it. Trust me.
Im tired of thinking, wondering, worrying. Life is always life.
Celebrated maggie's birthday today. Hope she had a pleasant surprise. Love you li mei mei, and hope you stay happy find a boyfriend soon and be safe!
We are all twenty this year. Gosh, time flies. Its time i start acting like an adult.
