School has started.. with a test. And countless of datasheets and reports and fyp. Sigh i can't swim. Repeats that 182912736 number of times. I guess it's partially my fault cause I really just throw it to the win and yolo for this holiday. Great, now i'm suffering from the consequences. -_________- There's so many things to complete, important things with deadlines and there's so little me. My brain space is getting limited cause one part of it has to take care of my normal bnody function but apparently it's not working very well. I have like 4 abrasions on my leg, and one i scrap it against some table in the lab and it bleed again, the biggest one is healing oh-so-slow that i'm not sure if it even is healing, the third is okay, and the fourth one bled today, cause in an attempt to prevent myself from scratching or accidentally hitting the abrasions on anything, i wore like high cut sneakers, and surprise surprise, as i was pulling the shoe up, i scratched the only healing abrasion. Like a smart. So anyway apart from my normal body functions, one part of my brain has to think and organise what do i have to do today, and another part has to remember if i missed out any deadlines or upcoming one. Then another part died during the practical test today, cause i was scammed and cheated!! Trust issues. :( Spent so much brain cells on the test today. And another part has to worry worry worry about so many things. I said the word 3 times. Gosh. I should stop worrying. Like seriously. Like really. Right now. I CANT. I wanna uphold the Secret and i did today cause i am thankful that it rained only slightly when i decided to walk to the repairshop. But then i cant stop worry oh god.