Im supposed to feel happy, because this week has been awesome. But somehow i feel kinda sad.

SWCII was undescribeable. It feels like leaving reality and entering a world where dreams really do come true. I thought alot during the 3hrs, asked myself so many questions that i cant answer, and zone out for countless of times.

The boys were so hyper today. They made me smile.

So many thoughts running through my head and i cant make sense of them enough to write it all down.

In short, how do you settle when you wish to have so much more. How could you wish for so much more when you are afraid to try? Just how do you achieve contentment?

i dont know if i should, or if i want to.

Its weighing me down sigh. Havent been fully enjoying. Someone please provide me with some answers.

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