Sigh lost the caps ball match. Super annoying. Feels as if didnt do enough. But anyway, it's over and i'll forget it soon.

So excited for the shopping trip with kaikai tmrrrrr. Been so long since i've seen heeeeeeer. And blood banking tmr. If he really is doing blood group testing, i am honestly willing yo. LOL. Just did finger prick on tues, and despite me okay with drawing people's blood, i'm still not okay with it. Thankgod lcccy did a wave before the plunge, and i was distracted. But i was moaning about the pain. Inconvenient.

And i drew blood til i shiok ytd. Could have succeeded all but that a.r totally attacked my esteem and my first failed. The rest i did it with him occupied LOL.

Kinda miss the dip plus itp. It's so hard to keep in contact with everybody you met. But i cant distance myself. ._. Caught. Burdened.

Suddenly the routes seemed so far, yet so near. I cant see the light at the end though i know it'll be there. Not seeing scares me.