I dont get pissed easily, and i don't really care what you think, say or do. But there has gotta be a limit. Don't effing think that everyone should think the way you do. I've long accepted the fact that you're never gonna think the way a remotely even human would, so don't come around telling me how i should think like you.
I'm not naive. Naive isn't the same as trusting. Even that your english suck, i guess you would know this.
It's like choosing to believe and believing blindly. I chose to believe cause i don't see the reason not to. I don't see a point in cynicism. Because i know even if it's not true, even if it hurts, i'll get over it, but i once had it.
And honestly, naivety has no relations to maturity, or whatsoever, just for your information. And i highly question YOUR level of maturity.
If you question about the purpose of life or even already see no purpose in it, i wonder what have you been thinking all these while?
I don't even wanna start on how miraculous life is, or fate is. But look at the people in other places, suffering trying their best to live. Don't you feel the least thankful of what you have, and would wanna give it back? If you don't want your life, please, give it to one who would appreciate it.
Maybe if you start or at least try to focus on others rather than yourself, you would perhaps feel that your life is so much more worth living. You're so god darn selfish sometimes.
I don't show it, but i do think. Maybe it's abeit different from most, but it's my way, and it's uhm, my life. Don't judge how i lead my life, and i won't to yours.
If you can't differentiate the reality and your dreams, don't bloody show the nonchalent attitude bout your life. I'm done worrying about you.
I highly doubt if you are. You don't react at all.
