I dont like it when im unhappy. When it makes me unhappy.

Cause i was happy and i needed to share, but i cant.

I dont know what can i say or what should i say to make it better. I dont know if i could even make it better.

I dont know if i would be willing to say it. i kept telling myself, remind myself why this is worth it, why am i pushing on and why do i love. But its hard to put me into their shoes and even harder to open up when they keep shutting me out.

Are you waiting for the day when i would willingly walk in?

Does it matter if you are?

The problem is i dont know how.

Just alil bit of resentment, just alil bit of hurt and a lot of awkwardness.

I feel sad.

Because life has been happy and ive got so much to share and so much space to fill in my heart.

Went out with the girls today. Happy and content. :)

Going out with bff dear on sat and i kinda miss her. :/

Gonna be a 24/7 cousin hahahah.

Kay got the load of chest. Night world.

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