Am so so happy that i am bout to burst today.
MAMA IS BACK. :D

With lots of stuff from bkk. Ah i missed bkk.

But anw, the stuff may make me happy but i guess it matters more 'cos she thought of me the most. *happy*

Almost like half of the luggage is filled with my stuff like the bikini is always wanted, the puffy house shoe i kept whining cos i didnt bring it back from US, and my nail products. :') She wanted to wrap it up but i saw and she refused to tell me what it is, so i die also had to see. I wish i were'nt sucha surprise spoiler.

Sucka for surprises but hard to surprise ._.

Then was telling mama how she bought too much stuff for me and she was like Oh, half of them i bought thinking it's for your birthday. Hehehe :x

I feel so blessed, fortunate, happy, loved, whatever. I just do. It has always been this, isnt it? The emotional factor for me to push on in life.

Need to get this off my chest cos if not i cant concentrate for the test tmr. It's gonna be hell, cos' i cant afford to screw this up, since i did badly for the presentations. What happened to my confidenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

I want so much to post it up so i can admire it in the many more days to come but i cant seemed to find the time.

Spent last night practically not sleeping cos i know my brain is thinking. I think i surpassed the max level if there is any, becos i could remember what am i memorising about it my sleep.

I definitely did sleep, but you know how the brain will restart itself and absorb the information? Guess what, my conscious do know it. I dont think its my subconscious.

It was as if i live in my own brain watching as the info passes. Yeah, i rmbed all the stuff i need for ppt. Now let's do it for the test shall we? And i can finally be at peace, cos' it's especially important for me to do well. It's not hard to rmb, it's harder to formulate the answers since all the info is scattered.