Maybe someday I'll hope, wish and want, when I don't have any more doubts.
It's like I finally found epiphany.
The reason to why I feel like I'm having the worst of luck, why didn't some stuff happen..?
Probably cause deep down I didn't really want it to. I kept thinking of the negative part.
Being positive has helped me for a good part of my life so why am I changing now?
When you say you can, you can. Even the universe doesn't deliver it to you, you can get it. With your own strength.
It could be that ive been swimming for so long and desperate for a life bouy.
It may not be real but it serves its purpose.