There will always be blame, but no regrets. Because regretting means i wish for things not to work out the way it has, and I dont wish for that.

Because without the way it worked out, I wouldn't realized how much they mean :)

Sigh but one whole question gone. Like 10m?! I guess if my brain's clearer, I couldve worked on why it is so. ._.

I'm going to do damn badly for this mst, when i cared the most. Why? I forgot how i used to think sleeping helps retain the memory most.

I can't forget, so I'm using it to push me. After I'm done staying right where I was.

I think I dont like imperfections. Maybe when I hope there's a parallel universe, I hoped that the me there wouldn't make the same mistakes as I did.

I love how they care, but then it makes it so much harder to let it go. Simplest analogy is how dogs would wanna make their owners happy. That's all they ever wanted.

It's hard to be second when all you've ever wanted is the first.
It's harder to be second when you were the first.
Mama told me to go for it. I can't.