I am so annoyed tonight.

 Wasting paper cause dad wants to do things really neat, at the expense of trees and our environment. Which just kills me. Then the guy which is supposed to pick up all the nonsense ain't here. I bloody hate waiting for people, whom i don't really know, cause i can't pardon them and feel like i'm wasting my own freaking time.

 Whats more is he is simply not picking up any calls. I FREAKING DONT GET WHY THE HECK SOME PEOPLE GET A PHONE, AND EITHER DO NOT TURN IT ON/ DO NOT ANSWER. THEN WHY THE FK YOU GET A PHONE? GIVE IT TO THOSE WHO NEED IT MORE THAN YOU PLEASE. AND STOP WASTING PEOPLE'S LIFE & TIME. I DON'T LIVE FOR YOU.

 Toning down a little, then i get pissed cause i dont uds why did they chose to go overseas when they know they can't stop the business? & my bro for simply screwing it, and went to sleep. Then i'll feel like an ass cause i'm complaining this much when they got me to do something for them.

ARGH. SCREW ME. LIFE. WHERE THE HELL IS HE?

 I'm pissed too because there's so much answers that i needed, and i'm probably never gonna get. One of the burning ones is, Why not friends?

So i tried to calm myself down by listening to songs. Then i realised that there are so many awesome singers around but why are people comparing them instead of just admiring them for their own style.

I really hate people for judging people just because. Like hi? Hyorin has a good voice, awesome one and i love her for that, but you don't have to condemn other people just because you like her. & good voice doesnt mean whatever she sings will be awesome because if you don't put something of you into the song, it will always NOT belong to you. Sometimes she don't do that, but why are you people praising her to the heaven and up, and refusing to hear the real her?

 And just because Jieun doesnt have a powerful voice or a wide range DOES NOT MEAN SHE IS NOT A GOOD SINGER. She has one of the most lovely voice that i've ever heard, and singing is also ABOUT YOUR VOICE.

Close your eyes and listen to hyorin, she has emotions and range, but spoils it by stretching her voice too often so it sounds hoarse. If you like it then fine. NOT EVERYONE DOES. She herself knows it and admits it on one of the show and said that she likes to scream and eat spicy food. It's her business if she does not take the crazy steps to protect her voice and choose to live life as she wanted.

 Even the slightest thing can set me off right now. I dont wanna deal with not dealing. I dont wanna admit that my dreams are not working out. Cause i'm practical enough to set for myself another route. But i want that. I do.