Probably because she's her, so real, so optimistic, and kind. I always thought everyone's kind, but she had a purity to her kindness and it shines.

& it makes people wonder, if they ever would find a love like hers, quoted A modern fairytale. But because she deserves it, i'm happy for her, and probably everyone is.

Still in the midst of deciding whether or not to go to LA. It's not hard, but apparently it is.. ._. If.. probably gonna throw caution to the wind, and really grab life. that's what i always do. But i gotta think of others, cause i know i'm not the centre of my universe.

I'm not stupid, even if i decide to risk it, i obviously do calculate what do i have to first. But sometimes you have to be just a little more adventurous, and listen, see, experience the real world out there by yourself. Not through some others. That's the spirit of exploring.

The week has been alright. Went for a dermatology talk on thurs, and Tuanlin had to present. & at the end, he acknowledged me and amy as students helping in his findings! Was mad happy and shocked, cause i didn't do alot. He's already mostly through when i reached. I just did it again, to prove his results..

Which brings me to another matter. Words.
Happy: characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy. (from dictionary.comm/ definition of happy)
& the synonyms are: ioyous, joyful, blithe, cheerful, merry, contented, gay, blissful, satisfied.

Could you be satisfied with unhappiness? I'll have to think through that.

Love: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person or,
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

There's so many kinds of love.

&.. i kinda forget what i wanted to express cause i thought of it when i was reading a book, House rules by Jodi Picoult. The book is so good that i finished it within 2 nights. Well, any book is good to me.