No wonder I've been so happy. There's so many people who would do anything just to make me happy.


I didn't realized that in the past. I didn't understand it. And when recently, there's so much so much stuff that's making me unhappy, it's because I'm so used to people that are giving in to me, to make me happy. People who loves me enough.

I don't whine and I don't complain. It just makes me weak and vulnerable. So I grit my teeth and push on. And it makes me appreciate those around me more.

Now I know how to deal with unhappiness and making me more happy.

Underneath the stars today, I learnt one more thing about myself.