Just exactly why? It's not fair. Probably for the sake of humans, but why the hell do we get this privilege, to decide just because we want to live longer. Why us? Are we really making the world a better place, or are we just manipulating the world for our own dirty, selfish needs.

I don't think I could do it. Technically everyone could if they have to. But I don't want to. Call me hypocritical, I just can't watch, with both my eyes wide open without doing anything to help.

What the hell am I thinking? I don't know..

This is real. This is life.

Screwed me up so badly that I'm not concentrating. I made mistakes. I hated me, today.

Nothing's going right. But since when thing have gone alright?

Was to live life the way it comes and deal with it. Change things to make world a better place and spread happiness. That. Is. So. Freaking. Dumb. And. Naive.

Lost. It's always me. Can't show it, can't let out.